with everything good that comes in life, there are always trials

For the last five years I've been sick. Every time I eat, I get sick, and there are other things that come along with this. You know I've realized I can not give up hope. 5 years is enough time being sick. It's been through my crucial age of life and I can't let it keep affecting me for the rest of my life. I'm going to do whatever it takes to find out what is going on with my body. I know that there has to be a way to feel good. For so long I've thought that this nausea and the stomach pain feeling was normal, because it became normal for me but it's not. I'm am human, others feel perfectly normal and good all the time, so I think I should to.

I've heard of stories from TV and families that tell the miracles of hope and I believe that if I have faith and that I keep on pushing for answers that I will be healthy again. I will stop being afraid to go on a date because I don't know when I'm going to get sick, I will stop crying at night because it hurts so bad and then going to school the next day and not being able to focus because I'm so tired.

What am I doing to get myself better?

I am going to doctor after doctor searching for answers. I've found one that I LOVE. She is wonderful and gets to know her patients. She is determined to help me. I will update you when I figure something else out.

LIFE IS CRAZY

I haven't posted in a while but life is wonderful! I am currently home, in Humboldt County, CA. I am officially done with my first year of college and I've changed my major four times. Right now I am majoring in Executive Medical Assisting (EMA) and it'll take two years to complete. I am so happy that I have the oportunity to get a secondary education.
I am currently working on getting international students scholarships and a place to stay here in Salt Lake City, Utah. I think it is so importnant for people to get the education they deserve. I also believe that if someone is willing to work hard and reach their dream they should have the chance.
I am just got accepted into the ILP program and i'm VERY excited! I have to wait until I raise enough money so hopefully by next summer I will be able to go oversieze and help. What this program does is it works in orphaneges and schools to help kids learn english. I work between 3 and 6 hours a day and then the rest is all service and fun. I feel so fortunate to have this oportunity.
REMEMBER:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be."